A sad, emotional and over thinking night

I dont know y but this week...i always rase mcm nak nangis...emo jer rase...nak kate period x pulak...

Starting from last monday when i had an accident...i just felt i want to cry...but not bcause im sad...i just wanna cry....

Tonight, im really sad...semuanya berpunca bila aku chatting dgn bdk2 coc game...

Mr K has announced the invitation to his 2nd marriage before puase...at 1st i thought he was joking as they all like to fool around n slalu gatal2 wit me n dgn gegel2 dlm coc tuh...but rupenyer die serius.... im like shit... What have ur wife done to u smp u nak kawen lain nih....im not even asked if his wife knew about this or not...im afraid i dont like the answer...

It just breaks me down...fall me apart...

How am i gonna trust man now? How am i gonna trust them? How? Its gonna be so hard for me to trust man anymore...i keep repeating that in my head...and i am literally crying when im alone in my room...

This is so demoralising me... And i am just in a 2 months relationship with a man who claim he is now separating with his wife...just waiting to the court to make it an official jatuh talak...or watever it is...i dont know....

It makes me questions myself...Is he really as what he said he is...can i really trust him...or he just another man that will break my heart...

Even if he is real...what's the guarantee that he will not change after marriage...what if he dont like me after few years of marriage? What if we fight a lot after married? What if he bored with me after married? Do he cares to tell me that he bored with me? I don't think so..even if he tell me he bored, would i care to change, to make him happy with me again? Or am i gonna be mad n cursing him n tell him to suck it up because he chose me n he should live with his decision n make it happen make it work make this marriage work until jannah?

Im over thinking it...i know....but i cannot help it...a lot of questions appears in my mind...im just exhausted just to think about it.. my heart are in pain...it almost like someone stab me at my heart with a little knife or sembilu...mcm rase ngilu yg tak berkesudahan....

Is it melampau x if i wanna say i dont wanna get married? This is so heartbreaking...i need a shoulder to cry...

Error yang amik mase bermiggu utk solve...haha

ok... client aku ade complaint die ade dpt error on 1 of my cascading dropdown list and i find out it was because of the data has increased.. so it means my web service or json or watever its cannot handle the large data for the cascading dropdown list...

So aku google la as always... tp sume suggestion yg aku try, sume x jalan...most of suggestion suh aku increased length of maxJsonLength dekat web.config... this is the code...

>system.web.extensions>
>scripting>
>webServices>
>jsonSerialization maxJsonLength="50000000"/>
>/webServices>
>/scripting>
>/system.web.extensions>

tp bila tukar pun still error jugak..macam x function jer..sengal giler!!!

berminggu gakla xsolve bende nih...aku bosan giler...

so aku solve error lain dulu...bila come back to this error aku still stuck giler...da suh team mate tgkkn pun die xleh solve...plus die pun ade lots of projects to handle currently...so die suh aku tukar manually...giler nk tukar manually...lg susah aku rase...n die akan jd slow...user mane suke bende slow2 nih..

but now, by hook or by crook i have to solve it as my manager want the "Work Order" yg register dkt iSi7 to be signed and verified by client...mcm nk pecah pale aku carik solution...

luckily i stumble into this website . so when i applied this line of code dekat web service page tu, wallaa error solve. Yeay!!!... im a happy girl in the world...ya i know its lame...kahkahkah...tp pedulik ape aku...ahhahha

owhhh...below are the lines of code that i applied.

String confString = HttpContext.Current.Request.ApplicationPath.ToString(); Configuration conf = WebConfigurationManager.OpenWebConfiguration(confString); ScriptingJsonSerializationSection section = (ScriptingJsonSerializationSection)conf.GetSection("system.web.extensions/scripting/webServices/jsonSerialization"); section.MaxJsonLength = Int32.MaxValue; conf.Save();

Basically, above code die akan resetting blk maxJsonLength tu kepada max value of integer which is 2147483647 (2 GB).

Then, as usual, lps dpt solve error aku akan wat housekeeping..remove sume trial n error aku wat utk solve the error tuh sume yg xjadi/xjln...then baru aku find out that yg aku ubah maxJsonLength tu rupenyer aku ubah salah file..duhhhhhh...i felt so stupid...but the default is at the web service web.config bukannyer dekat connection web.config...duhhhh lg skali...geramnyer...

so i remove the resetting maxJsonLength code tu and keep the proper setting for maxJsonLength dekat webconfig jer...as for me its better and proper...but i just comment jer line coding tu utk future reference...hehe..

Anyway, its a good finding tough...so im decide to put it in my dusty blog as reminder and as reference also...haha....

that's all folks...till we meet again my blog...have a nice day...daaa

Assalamualaikum..